A delayed post due to traveling to Australia. Here it goes: “I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the…
That Thing Called Fear
(My lame attempt at drawing.) When you experience the tumultuous waves of grief that crest over your head and…
I Don’t Need Mother’s Day
I knew since I was a small child that I wanted to have children. My sister and I played with…
Anniversary Table for Four
Saturday May 12th would have been my anniversary. Wedding anniversaries after death are tricky. Do they still exist? What do…
Life Levels the Playing Field
The van door slid open and Ethan paused before stepping into the vehicle. “Today I learned I’m not popular,” he…
Two Years Gone
This Friday will be 730 days without Kenneth. His deathaversary. Thursday night will mark the last time, two years ago,…
The Toil of Our Love
Drop-offs. Pick-ups. The floss police. Never-ending appointments: physical therapy, haircuts, eye exam, dentist, pediatrician. School events. Make sure kids are…
About the Donuts
I parked my red Miata on the street, in front of the 6th grade garden. Ethan wanted to ride to…
Staying on Track
In the middle of feeling sorry for myself about a laundry list of things in the past few weeks, a…
Finding Toughness in the Raw
In my experience with grief, the waves come before the big dates. For example, you might assume that I would…